He groans softly when Fives pulls his hips in, rocks in sharp, urgent little motions. He get his bare hand inside Fives' open shirt and gropes shamelessly, fingers splayed over Fives' absurd pectoral, palm rubbing against the delightful little peak of his nipple.
"No you," he counters between kisses, tone deliberately petulant to the point of playful silliness, grinning every time he catches Fives' eyes, before darting in for more kisses. The socially responsible part of his brain - for certain particular values of responsible - suggests that he really ought to teach Fives a little technique while they're here, but he shoves it off. He likes the sloppiness right now, the lewd messy brashness of it, the unmistakable palpable want, the total lack of repression or calculation.
Fives can't help but grin right back, eager and artless and so ridiculously pleased. He can't quite seem to get straight whether he wants to laugh at the silliness or groan at the way Jedao rocks into him, though the drag of Jedao's palm across his nipple and the totally unexpected shock of arousal it sends singing along his nerves puts him firmly in the groaning camp.
When he slides his hand from Jedao's neck to the first brightly polished button of his uniform jacket it's shaking just a little, and he breaks the kiss to nuzzle and mouth at Jedao's jaw instead for a moment. "C-can I?" he asks, trying not to sound as nervous as he feels, but this is entirely new territory, and he has no idea at all what the... the etiquette is, or if there's any at all.
"Jesus, you're sweet," he murmurs, smiling a little bit haplessly now, without any idea what else he might have expected. He feels suddenly, piercingly, that Fives is far too nice for him, feels brittle and bitter and weathered, feels certain he's going to tear Fives up, sooner or later.
But it might as well be later. Jedao isn't capable of crushing him right now.
Fives feels like sweet is probably not what you want to be called at a time like this, but he consoles himself with the fact that it was preceded by irresistible and that Jedao said yes. It takes him a couple tries to work the first button free of the heavy fabric, but his fingers seem to remember their nimbleness after that, and he presses a smile to Jedao's lips with the next kiss as he works his way down. Of course, there's still a fucking dress shirt under the jacket, with even more and smaller buttons, but it's a start.
He uses the time to get his breath back, to take any concerns he's having and set them aside. When Fives glowers slightly at the next set of buttons, Jedao slides his own hand up and into one of Fives, his fingers traveling up from Fives' wrist over his palm and then interlacing with his fingers, a delicate sensual touch, a reassurance in the shape of holding close.
"Not that I don't love this, because really I do -" and he shivers, for just a moment, at the idea of Fives' careful attention struggling over the shirt buttons, his strong quick touch flickering through the fabric and the delicious pressure of being exposed by someone else's hands. "But I really need to put this away properly anyway, you wouldn't believe what the damn thing costs. I could show off for you?"
Fives' eyes slip half shut at the touch, and a shiver runs down his spine. He's almost not sure what to do with it, it's too... tender, sweet. The kind of thing he's already learned to never expect for himself. Not in a world where he has to hide what--who--he wants so completely.
It makes him think back to the way Jedao had pressed his lips to his knuckles earlier, in the dim quiet of the kitchen. How he'd called him beautiful. Impulsively, he presses his lips to the back of Jedao's hand, looking down at him through a sweep of dark lashes as he speaks.
His grip spasms at the question, going almost bruise tight for a moment as a shudder runs down Fives' spine, as his hips jerk helplessly forward and he sucks in a sharp, shuddering breath. "Oh jesus... yes," he manages to make himself answer, and licks his lips.
Jedao squeezes Fives' hand back a moment later, presses forward to kiss him fast and fiercely, then moves away, lets his arm draw out as he steps back, lets his fingertips be the last touch to lift. He shrugs out of the jacket and hangs it in the garment bag hooked onto his bookshelf. There's a stark contrast, suddenly, between Jedao as he is, mussed and mostly dressed, stubble coming in after the long day of ceremonies, the garment bag and the military-issue duffle, three pieces of a present that doesn't quite fit smoothly with his past, with pulpy paperback mysteries and judo trophies. He hasn't put any of his current things into the dresser; he lives here almost as if it were a real guest room, as though it would be improper for him to leave any particular mark on it anymore.
He sits on the edge of the little desk, one leg propped up, bent and hitched, one leg trailing and resting on the floor. He grins at Fives, conspiratorial more than burlesque, and his fingers fly down the buttons of the dress shirt, well practiced, not bothering to draw it out. He rips the shirt off almost viciously, if the motion weren't so precise, like ripping off a bandage. He's thin underneath, not skeletal enough for his ribs to be obvious but the bottom edge of his rib cage as a whole is, and his scars scrawl out a more active service record than his branch and rank would nominally suggest.
He bends to unlace his dress shoes, and probably there is a way to make that lascivious and probably he could figure it out if he tried to, but he doesn't, really, and the show transmutes into a different tenor when he drops Fives' gaze for the simple fiddly human task of picking apart his knots and peeling off his dress socks. It becomes more tender, somehow, watching him undress instead of strip, watching something that small and personal that would normally happen only alone. By ignoring Fives, the act becomes private in a way that nudity, for a soldier, isn't necessarily. By becoming private, letting Fives watch becomes intimate.
He settles back on his perch but doesn't revive the sly grin or the teasing gaze, closing his eyes instead as he thumbs his belt buckle and pulls it from its loops, lets Fives watch him without the challenge of watching back. He hisses and bites his lip in relief when he finally gets his pants open, ripples his spine and hips in a small undulation to slide them down his hips past the desk's edge. He steps out of them and steps off the desk, eyes on his task when he does open them, gets the shirt and pants arrayed on their own hanger in the garment bag, zips it all closed.
He's still in his underwear - stretched obscenely, with an obvious wet spot - when he crouches by his duffle bag and fetches the K-Y he picked up on his third day out of the hospital, because he's a goddamn adult and his body is his own again. Nevermind the girly magazine tucked neatly in same compartment, or the fact that he hasn't cracked the seal on the tube yet. He decided to have it, and he has it, and that's what matters.
He tugs the covers down and sprawls into the bed, staring up at the ceiling now, working his underwear slowly down his legs and then kicking them away in his first real moment of carelessness, finally exposing his cock, surging upward. He clutches at his own sheets for a second, but doesn't touch himself, getting a squirt of the jelly on his fingers instead and twisting his hips so he can stretch himself. His eyes meet Fives' again for the first time since he lost his shirt, suddenly dark and glinting and hungrily searching Fives out as he presses the first finger inside, groaning softly.
He feels ridiculous, arm stretched out to prolong that touch, and yet not at the same time, and he lets his arm drop reluctantly when Jedao finally steps away completely. Watches, rapt, as Jedao shrugs out of his dress jacket with brisk efficiency, then perches on the edge of his desk. Lets his eyes trail down from Jedao's mussed hair and the spit-slick shine of his lips, the crisp white of his shirt, the tantalizing bulge tenting his trousers to the almost vulnerable looking curve of his ankle in thin dress socks where his pants have ridden up.
Fives' gaze flicks back up, though, hot and intent, the moment Jedao's hands move to his buttons, and he licks his lips in anticipation. There's nothing seductive about the way Jedao undresses, but there really doesn't need to be. The simple fact that Fives is allowed to be there, to look his fill as Jedao bares himself, is seduction enough. When Jedao bends to his shoes Fives has to fight down the impulse to cross the intervening space and help. Drop to his knees and pick the knots loose, drag his fingers over the arch of Jedao's foot as he peels his socks away.
He keeps himself still, though, and his breath catches on a ragged groan as Jedao finally gets to his trousers. He echoes Jedao's hiss unconsciously, and one hand drifts down to push at the head of his cock through the fabric of his own dress trousers as he watches Jedao undulate in place. He wants to get his mouth on Jedao, doesn't even care about getting his underwear out of the way, wants to taste the salt-musk of that spreading wet spot, and he finally moves to shrug out of his own already unbuttoned shirt as Jedao crouches at his duffle. Lets it drop unremarked to the floor as he toes out of his dress shoes, pulls at his belt buckle and then his fly, gaze never leaving Jedao.
He starts forward with a helpless sound of want as Jedao lays himself out on the bed, not even looking at Fives as he pushes his underwear down. If he had the presence of mind Fives would be embarrassed by the way his mouth waters as he finally catches sight of Jedao's cock, thick and heavy and flushed dark with blood. He freezes again, though, when Jedao locks gazes with him, breath stuttering and cock twitching where he's pushed his hand down against the head again, just his damp underwear in the way as his trousers sag and slide down his thighs.
He makes another quiet, choked sound as he catches the movement of Jedao's hand at the edge of his vision and realizes what he's doing, and he lets his pants fall the rest of the way to the floor, belt jingling, and almost trips in his hurry to step out of them. "Oh fucking hell," he rasps, crossing to the foot of the bed and stopping short, gaze now locked on where Jedao's finger disappears into the tight clutch of his own body. "Please-" His eyes flick up to catch Jedao's for just a moment, gold-rimmed darkness, then down again, and he shudders, muscles rippling across his bare chest and shoulders, licks his lips. "Let me. Please."
His mouth goes a little dry, looking at Fives, finally letting himself look again only to find him almost bare. He doesn't even look real, Jedao thinks, a little dazed, eyes widening as they rove over Fives' well-honed musculature. He looks like porn, or like a bronze god, every line of him sculpted and polished into a perfect monument to the allure of the body. The motion of Jedao's arm stutters and he jerks slightly, uselessly, against the air, has to swallow and swear before he can dredge up his voice, rougher now than in the moments after going down on Fives' cock.
"Jesus, look at you. Yes, anything you want, yes."
Anything, as long as Fives touches him. All the careful control, all the slightly reserved amusement, seems to have been shed with his last pieces of clothing, leaving something yearning and raw and vulnerable as his exposed skin.
He's been naked in front of other boys and men so many times, a lifetime of sports and locker rooms and public showers, but never like this. Never with the heavy weight of someone's focused attention on him. Intent. Wanting. It sends a shiver across his skin, gooseflesh rising to pebble his arms and chest and shoulders, nipples hardening into dark peaks, and his cock twitches, the damp spot on his underwear visibly expanding.
He has to make himself look up to Jedao's face again, away from the heavy weight of his balls, the perfect, rigid line of his cock rising from its nest of dark curls... and his finger disappearing into his body, the puckered flesh around it glistening with lube. Licks his lips again and pushes his own underwear down, hissing sharply as he catches himself in the waistband in his hurry. But then they're down and out of the way, and he kicks them off onto the floor as puts a knee up on the bed. Doesn't even realize he's still got his dark dress socks on, a ridiculous sight when he's otherwise completely naked. Wouldn't likely have cared even if he did, though.
Fives leans over Jedao, tentative again now that he's right there, everything he wants within reach, and reaches out to slide one big, blunt-fingered hand up Jedao's thigh, from knee to hip. His eyes slip half shut of their own accord and his breath shudders raggedly out again. "Oh jesus you're beautiful," he murmurs, and leans down to press his lips to the the center of Jedao's chest as he lets his hand slip cautiously inward, following the line where Jedao's thigh meets his hip, fingers brushing through coarse hair. His thumb grazing along Jedao's balls draws a groan out of him, and he leans up to catch the older man's lips instead as his hand continues in. When finally, gently, he brushes along the spot where Jedao's working himself open he jerks and whimpers, his own cock just barely grazing Jedao's hip at the movement, leaving a damp trail on his skin.
He gets the leg Fives isn't touching bent up a little, foot flat against the mattress so he has at least a little leverage. His breath hisses out of him when Fives' hand finally meets his skin, a ragged barely-leashed noise as he presses back into the touch, chest shifting under Fives' kiss as he gasps. He jerks a little when Fives' thumb touches his sac, bites the inside of his cheek hard enough at the electric zing of contact that there's a faint coppery taste when Fives kisses him, when he kisses lewdly, desperately back.
It's on the tip of his tongue to ask if Fives is sure - he's known enough guys who considered prep mostly a chore - but he isn't stupid enough to say it, not with the noises Fives is making, not with the way his eyes were mesmerized or the gentleness of his tentative touch. Jedao slips his finger back out and takes hold of Fives' hand instead, keeps it right there, Fives' big gorgeous fingers just barely pressing against the sensitive skin of his entrance.
"It's been a while," he warns, hoarsely, against Fives cheek, as he presses the tube of K-Y vaguely against the unbelievably cut plane of Fives' stomach. "Go slow."
There's absolutely nothing about this Fives considers a chore; it's all a miracle and a revelation. Things that, at just nineteen, he's already been telling himself for years he can never expect to have. Should never even allow himself to want. And everything about Jedao's reactions is just winding him up more, desperate and aching with want.
Even the faint taste of blood in the kiss, familiar from years of rugby--split lips, bitten tongue, loose teeth--just makes him moan and lick in deeper. He stills when he feels Jedao finger pull free, shivers when Jedao catches his hand with lube-slick fingers, and pulls away from the kiss to bury his face in Jedao's neck with a deep, almost tearing groan when Jedao guides his fingers to that delicate skin.
He's shivering in reaction, so focused on the hot skin his fingers are pressed against that he's barely even aware of the fact he's rocking against Jedao, dragging his cock along his hip in tiny, urgent motions. "I will," he almost croaks, shifting a little awkwardly so he can free his other hand from supporting his weight over Jedao and take the tube of KY in a faintly tremoring grip.
He pushes himself up all the way onto his knees, his cock drawn right up against his belly, pre-come pearling at the tip, and pops the cap of the KY open. Pulls his other hand reluctantly away from Jedao's entrance and squeezes a liberal amount onto his fingers. He's never done this for someone else, but he's tried it (carefully, clandestinely, guiltily) for himself and knows that more is always better.
"T-tell me if you need me to... to stop." He's not quite stammering, but his voice is thick and low and rough, and he meets Jedao's with a desperately heated look before shifting his attention lower, focused entirely on where he's slowly, carefully, working one thick, blunt finger into the clutching heat of Jedao's body.
"Yeah, I'll let you kn- oh, oh fuck," he promises, then chokes. Fives' fingers are thicker than his, but most of all they're just different. The sudden feeling of someone else touching him so intimately is overwhelming, amazing, as impossible to replicate alone as tickling himself would be. He clenches reflexively, teeth grinding in sympathetic harmony, then relaxes.
Fives goes absolutely still when Jedao chokes, not sure if it's good or bad. He can't stifle a groan as Jedao's body clenches around his finger, though; it's impossible not to imagine it's his cock in its place , and it's all he can do to resist the urge to reach down with his free hand and stroke himself.
It's a relief--and a disappointment--when Jedao relaxes around him, when he speaks and Fives can hear the arousal in his voice, even if he sounds irrationally annoyed as well. He lays his other hand on Jedao's hip, not holding him in place, just stroking the thin skin there, feeling the quiver of the muscles beneath the almost non-existent layer of fat... imagining putting his mouth there. Or on Jedao's cock. Hearing what noises he'd make then.
"You make that sound like a bad thing," he teases, voice rough and unsteady and lips tipping up into a smile as he starts to ease his finger in again. He twists it experimentally, marveling at the velvety heat of Jedao's body surrounding him, even if it's just the first joint and change of one finger. And much as he wants this, this moment right now, the intimacy of being allowed to open up Jedao's body for him, he's almost quivering with how desperately he wants to replace his finger with his dick.
"I'm just -" he breaks off, moaning softly when Fives twists his finger, turning his face to the side without actually being able to hide it in the pillow, a tendon in his neck leaping into taut definition.
"Yes, do that again, come on," he mumbles, hisses a breath in and out through his teeth, then huffs, a quiet rueful laugh.
"I'm just being petty, don't pay attention to that."
Oh. A soft, almost reverent gasp escapes him at Jedao's reaction. He doesn't need Jedao's command to motivate him, he's twisting his finger again, sliding it a little deeper, breath coming harsh and panting as he focuses on committing every last detail of this to memory.
"You're... you're fucking beautiful," he almost whispers, embarrassed by the words but incapable of holding them in as he slides his other hand up higher, splays it wide over the flat plane of Jedao's belly. Lets his fingers graze the bottom of his rib cage... and his thumb stretch down, tentative but inexorable, to brush at the head of Jedao's cock as he slips his finger back out a little ways then slides it in again, smooth and slow and with that same careful twist, and an added crook of his fingertip as he explores.
"Ah - fuck, fuck -" He twitches when Fives touches his cock, clenching again on Fives' finger. He snakes a hand down viper-quick past Fives' hand, squeezes himself hard, breathes carefully, then gives himself a slow, firm stroke. "Don't tease like that, I don't want to come until you're railing me," he orders, reaching for Fives' wrist to encourage him toward a less delicate touch, Jedao's thumb rubbing along the line of Fives' ulna once he finds his grip.
"You are too," he murmurs, softer, almost to himself.
Fives moans and own hips jerk helplessly against empty air as he watches Jedao grab his cock, watches the sweet slide of his hand as he strokes himself. He wants it to be his hand, wants to lean down and taste, but he knows if he lets himself he won't be able to stop, and he wants what Jedao's offering even more.
Jedao's hand at his wrist reminds him of what he's supposed to be doing. "Sorry, I-" Fives bites at his lip, shifting restlessly. "I'm sorry, I... I won't." He shivers at the firm brush of Jedao's thumb along his skin, at the unmistakable urging to move faster, be last tentative, and this time he slides his finger in--slow but steady--all the way, until he can rub easily at the tender skin behind Jedao's balls as he crooks his finger searchingly. He knows what he's looking for in himself, he's never had the opportunity to try this on someone else.
"You don't have anything to be sorry for," Jedao murmurs, firmly but warmly, giving Fives' wrist another squeeze before letting go. "I hadn't told you yet."
Jedao can tell what Fives is trying to do, starts to say, "Yeah, just a little - " and then becomes completely stymied at trying to figure out how to give clear directions, has a sudden absurd mental image of his first drill sergeant yelling out left turns, and all the green idiots getting their left and officer's left all mixed up. He ducks his head in a half-muffed, bubbling laugh, and then moves himself instead, tilts his hips just right so that Fives' fingertip is brushing his prostate.
Pleasure lances through him, pure and defeaning. His head drops back onto the pillow, his spine arches, his toes curl helplessly.
Fives isn't sure what to make of the laugh, if he's doing so badly at this it's laughable or what, and he's on the verge of apologizing again despite Jedao's assurances when that all whites out at the image of Jedao arched and quivering in helpless pleasure. He groans deep in his chest and has to mirror Jedao's movement of just a few moments ago, reaching to squeeze his dick hard even as he crooks his finger again, brushing across the spot Jedao had so helpfully guided him to.
He gasps and quivers, gulps air, goes rigid and then boneless.
His chest is streaked with sweat now, his hair wild where he kept tossing his head, his knees splayed awkwardly in the latest languid collapse. Pre drips down the side of his cock, slick and and almost tickling. His body tries to tell him that Fives could fuck him right now, the way he feels hollowed-out and easy, but Jedao knows better. But he is ready for more.
"Christ on a bike, that's good," he mumbles, sounds almost drunk with it. "Two fingers now, go ahead."
Fives can't resist, he leans down and licks a trail up the center of Jedao's chest, groaning in satisfaction at the salt-sweat taste of him, at the feel of his body taut and then abruptly languid and almost boneless beneath him. He's panting and quivering, chest and neck flushed dark with his arousal and his own cock slick with pre-come.
He just barely has the presence of mind to retrieve the tube from where he'd dropped it on the bed and squeeze some more slick onto his fingers as he slides the first one most of the way out. "So... so fucking perfect," he whispers as he presses two fingers to Jedao's quivering entrance with gentle, steady pressure though this time, instead of watching his them disappear into the grip of Jedao's body, he stretches down to catch Jedao's lips and kiss him with eager, artless hunger.
Two is - more. It doesn't seem, abstractly, that it could feel like that much more but it does, a blunt obtrusive discomfort, a more insistent stretch, even as heat ripples over his skin in excitement at the intrusion, even as the air tingles in cool contrast in the wake of Fives' slick tongue, his warm breath.
Jedao rocks against Fives' fingers, moderating the pace a little, delaying when he needs to, panting against Fives' mouth, accelerating when the coiling hunger in his body overpowers its resistance. He gets a hand against the side of Fives' face, means to guide him a little there, too, but ends up just stroking, just caressing, hypnotized by the edge of his occipital bone, the texture of his skin.
Somewhere along the line his awkwardness and uncertainty fades, overcome by Jedao's easy responsiveness, his undeniable eagerness and certainty. The feel of Jedao's body opening for him like this is the most amazing thing he's ever experienced, the way that tight ring of muscle eases gradually for the intrusion, the way he goes tense and shuddering and then lax every time Fives brushes at his prostate with thick, nimble fingers.
It's absolutely perfect and completely overwhelming, and Fives can't stop himself from rocking against Jedao's hip, quick, urgent little strokes that leave slick trails of rapidly cooling precome smeared along Jedao's skin. He's starting to worry he isn't going to least even long enough to get his dick in Jedao, let alone long enough to make him come, but even the dread of that particular humiliation creeping into the periphery of his thoughts isn't enough to keep him still.
"Ah... fuck-" He nips at Jedao's bottom lip, then the sharp line of his jaw, shivering at the rasp of stubble against his lips, the slick-hot drag of his cock along Jedao's flank, the sweet grip of Jedao's body at his fingers. "The way... the way you fucking feel."
"I feel amazing," Jedao says, half crooned confession, half terribly smug pun, and then he giggles at his own joke, nuzzling Fives' cheek in return. He catches Fives' lip with his teeth, sucks on it for a moment, lets it drag slowly out of his bite. Fives' cock against his hip feels stunningly good, the heft and heat and weight of it a constant delicious reminder of what's next; Jedao is stunned.
"Let me - let me up, I should be on my knees for three, and that should do it -" Fives is big, but he's big all over, and that many fingers will stretch Jedao wonderfully wide; his breath stutters imagining it, and soon, soon - "Fuck, I want you so badly."
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
"No you," he counters between kisses, tone deliberately petulant to the point of playful silliness, grinning every time he catches Fives' eyes, before darting in for more kisses. The socially responsible part of his brain - for certain particular values of responsible - suggests that he really ought to teach Fives a little technique while they're here, but he shoves it off. He likes the sloppiness right now, the lewd messy brashness of it, the unmistakable palpable want, the total lack of repression or calculation.
Maybe later.
no subject
When he slides his hand from Jedao's neck to the first brightly polished button of his uniform jacket it's shaking just a little, and he breaks the kiss to nuzzle and mouth at Jedao's jaw instead for a moment. "C-can I?" he asks, trying not to sound as nervous as he feels, but this is entirely new territory, and he has no idea at all what the... the etiquette is, or if there's any at all.
no subject
But it might as well be later. Jedao isn't capable of crushing him right now.
"Yeah, go on."
no subject
no subject
"Not that I don't love this, because really I do -" and he shivers, for just a moment, at the idea of Fives' careful attention struggling over the shirt buttons, his strong quick touch flickering through the fabric and the delicious pressure of being exposed by someone else's hands. "But I really need to put this away properly anyway, you wouldn't believe what the damn thing costs. I could show off for you?"
no subject
It makes him think back to the way Jedao had pressed his lips to his knuckles earlier, in the dim quiet of the kitchen. How he'd called him beautiful. Impulsively, he presses his lips to the back of Jedao's hand, looking down at him through a sweep of dark lashes as he speaks.
His grip spasms at the question, going almost bruise tight for a moment as a shudder runs down Fives' spine, as his hips jerk helplessly forward and he sucks in a sharp, shuddering breath. "Oh jesus... yes," he manages to make himself answer, and licks his lips.
no subject
He sits on the edge of the little desk, one leg propped up, bent and hitched, one leg trailing and resting on the floor. He grins at Fives, conspiratorial more than burlesque, and his fingers fly down the buttons of the dress shirt, well practiced, not bothering to draw it out. He rips the shirt off almost viciously, if the motion weren't so precise, like ripping off a bandage. He's thin underneath, not skeletal enough for his ribs to be obvious but the bottom edge of his rib cage as a whole is, and his scars scrawl out a more active service record than his branch and rank would nominally suggest.
He bends to unlace his dress shoes, and probably there is a way to make that lascivious and probably he could figure it out if he tried to, but he doesn't, really, and the show transmutes into a different tenor when he drops Fives' gaze for the simple fiddly human task of picking apart his knots and peeling off his dress socks. It becomes more tender, somehow, watching him undress instead of strip, watching something that small and personal that would normally happen only alone. By ignoring Fives, the act becomes private in a way that nudity, for a soldier, isn't necessarily. By becoming private, letting Fives watch becomes intimate.
He settles back on his perch but doesn't revive the sly grin or the teasing gaze, closing his eyes instead as he thumbs his belt buckle and pulls it from its loops, lets Fives watch him without the challenge of watching back. He hisses and bites his lip in relief when he finally gets his pants open, ripples his spine and hips in a small undulation to slide them down his hips past the desk's edge. He steps out of them and steps off the desk, eyes on his task when he does open them, gets the shirt and pants arrayed on their own hanger in the garment bag, zips it all closed.
He's still in his underwear - stretched obscenely, with an obvious wet spot - when he crouches by his duffle bag and fetches the K-Y he picked up on his third day out of the hospital, because he's a goddamn adult and his body is his own again. Nevermind the girly magazine tucked neatly in same compartment, or the fact that he hasn't cracked the seal on the tube yet. He decided to have it, and he has it, and that's what matters.
He tugs the covers down and sprawls into the bed, staring up at the ceiling now, working his underwear slowly down his legs and then kicking them away in his first real moment of carelessness, finally exposing his cock, surging upward. He clutches at his own sheets for a second, but doesn't touch himself, getting a squirt of the jelly on his fingers instead and twisting his hips so he can stretch himself. His eyes meet Fives' again for the first time since he lost his shirt, suddenly dark and glinting and hungrily searching Fives out as he presses the first finger inside, groaning softly.
no subject
Fives' gaze flicks back up, though, hot and intent, the moment Jedao's hands move to his buttons, and he licks his lips in anticipation. There's nothing seductive about the way Jedao undresses, but there really doesn't need to be. The simple fact that Fives is allowed to be there, to look his fill as Jedao bares himself, is seduction enough. When Jedao bends to his shoes Fives has to fight down the impulse to cross the intervening space and help. Drop to his knees and pick the knots loose, drag his fingers over the arch of Jedao's foot as he peels his socks away.
He keeps himself still, though, and his breath catches on a ragged groan as Jedao finally gets to his trousers. He echoes Jedao's hiss unconsciously, and one hand drifts down to push at the head of his cock through the fabric of his own dress trousers as he watches Jedao undulate in place. He wants to get his mouth on Jedao, doesn't even care about getting his underwear out of the way, wants to taste the salt-musk of that spreading wet spot, and he finally moves to shrug out of his own already unbuttoned shirt as Jedao crouches at his duffle. Lets it drop unremarked to the floor as he toes out of his dress shoes, pulls at his belt buckle and then his fly, gaze never leaving Jedao.
He starts forward with a helpless sound of want as Jedao lays himself out on the bed, not even looking at Fives as he pushes his underwear down. If he had the presence of mind Fives would be embarrassed by the way his mouth waters as he finally catches sight of Jedao's cock, thick and heavy and flushed dark with blood. He freezes again, though, when Jedao locks gazes with him, breath stuttering and cock twitching where he's pushed his hand down against the head again, just his damp underwear in the way as his trousers sag and slide down his thighs.
He makes another quiet, choked sound as he catches the movement of Jedao's hand at the edge of his vision and realizes what he's doing, and he lets his pants fall the rest of the way to the floor, belt jingling, and almost trips in his hurry to step out of them. "Oh fucking hell," he rasps, crossing to the foot of the bed and stopping short, gaze now locked on where Jedao's finger disappears into the tight clutch of his own body. "Please-" His eyes flick up to catch Jedao's for just a moment, gold-rimmed darkness, then down again, and he shudders, muscles rippling across his bare chest and shoulders, licks his lips. "Let me. Please."
no subject
"Jesus, look at you. Yes, anything you want, yes."
Anything, as long as Fives touches him. All the careful control, all the slightly reserved amusement, seems to have been shed with his last pieces of clothing, leaving something yearning and raw and vulnerable as his exposed skin.
no subject
He has to make himself look up to Jedao's face again, away from the heavy weight of his balls, the perfect, rigid line of his cock rising from its nest of dark curls... and his finger disappearing into his body, the puckered flesh around it glistening with lube. Licks his lips again and pushes his own underwear down, hissing sharply as he catches himself in the waistband in his hurry. But then they're down and out of the way, and he kicks them off onto the floor as puts a knee up on the bed. Doesn't even realize he's still got his dark dress socks on, a ridiculous sight when he's otherwise completely naked. Wouldn't likely have cared even if he did, though.
Fives leans over Jedao, tentative again now that he's right there, everything he wants within reach, and reaches out to slide one big, blunt-fingered hand up Jedao's thigh, from knee to hip. His eyes slip half shut of their own accord and his breath shudders raggedly out again. "Oh jesus you're beautiful," he murmurs, and leans down to press his lips to the the center of Jedao's chest as he lets his hand slip cautiously inward, following the line where Jedao's thigh meets his hip, fingers brushing through coarse hair. His thumb grazing along Jedao's balls draws a groan out of him, and he leans up to catch the older man's lips instead as his hand continues in. When finally, gently, he brushes along the spot where Jedao's working himself open he jerks and whimpers, his own cock just barely grazing Jedao's hip at the movement, leaving a damp trail on his skin.
no subject
It's on the tip of his tongue to ask if Fives is sure - he's known enough guys who considered prep mostly a chore - but he isn't stupid enough to say it, not with the noises Fives is making, not with the way his eyes were mesmerized or the gentleness of his tentative touch. Jedao slips his finger back out and takes hold of Fives' hand instead, keeps it right there, Fives' big gorgeous fingers just barely pressing against the sensitive skin of his entrance.
"It's been a while," he warns, hoarsely, against Fives cheek, as he presses the tube of K-Y vaguely against the unbelievably cut plane of Fives' stomach. "Go slow."
no subject
Even the faint taste of blood in the kiss, familiar from years of rugby--split lips, bitten tongue, loose teeth--just makes him moan and lick in deeper. He stills when he feels Jedao finger pull free, shivers when Jedao catches his hand with lube-slick fingers, and pulls away from the kiss to bury his face in Jedao's neck with a deep, almost tearing groan when Jedao guides his fingers to that delicate skin.
He's shivering in reaction, so focused on the hot skin his fingers are pressed against that he's barely even aware of the fact he's rocking against Jedao, dragging his cock along his hip in tiny, urgent motions. "I will," he almost croaks, shifting a little awkwardly so he can free his other hand from supporting his weight over Jedao and take the tube of KY in a faintly tremoring grip.
He pushes himself up all the way onto his knees, his cock drawn right up against his belly, pre-come pearling at the tip, and pops the cap of the KY open. Pulls his other hand reluctantly away from Jedao's entrance and squeezes a liberal amount onto his fingers. He's never done this for someone else, but he's tried it (carefully, clandestinely, guiltily) for himself and knows that more is always better.
"T-tell me if you need me to... to stop." He's not quite stammering, but his voice is thick and low and rough, and he meets Jedao's with a desperately heated look before shifting his attention lower, focused entirely on where he's slowly, carefully, working one thick, blunt finger into the clutching heat of Jedao's body.
no subject
"You've got such gorgeous fucking hands, god," he mutters, sounding almost as aggravated as he does aroused. The girls stuck them with the dishes the night before, and it had been everything he could do not to stare at Fives' hands then, dark and square against the nice china dinner plates, a comparison out of cliché as if to taunt him with the broad size of them.
no subject
It's a relief--and a disappointment--when Jedao relaxes around him, when he speaks and Fives can hear the arousal in his voice, even if he sounds irrationally annoyed as well. He lays his other hand on Jedao's hip, not holding him in place, just stroking the thin skin there, feeling the quiver of the muscles beneath the almost non-existent layer of fat... imagining putting his mouth there. Or on Jedao's cock. Hearing what noises he'd make then.
"You make that sound like a bad thing," he teases, voice rough and unsteady and lips tipping up into a smile as he starts to ease his finger in again. He twists it experimentally, marveling at the velvety heat of Jedao's body surrounding him, even if it's just the first joint and change of one finger. And much as he wants this, this moment right now, the intimacy of being allowed to open up Jedao's body for him, he's almost quivering with how desperately he wants to replace his finger with his dick.
no subject
"Yes, do that again, come on," he mumbles, hisses a breath in and out through his teeth, then huffs, a quiet rueful laugh.
"I'm just being petty, don't pay attention to that."
no subject
"You're... you're fucking beautiful," he almost whispers, embarrassed by the words but incapable of holding them in as he slides his other hand up higher, splays it wide over the flat plane of Jedao's belly. Lets his fingers graze the bottom of his rib cage... and his thumb stretch down, tentative but inexorable, to brush at the head of Jedao's cock as he slips his finger back out a little ways then slides it in again, smooth and slow and with that same careful twist, and an added crook of his fingertip as he explores.
no subject
"You are too," he murmurs, softer, almost to himself.
no subject
Jedao's hand at his wrist reminds him of what he's supposed to be doing. "Sorry, I-" Fives bites at his lip, shifting restlessly. "I'm sorry, I... I won't." He shivers at the firm brush of Jedao's thumb along his skin, at the unmistakable urging to move faster, be last tentative, and this time he slides his finger in--slow but steady--all the way, until he can rub easily at the tender skin behind Jedao's balls as he crooks his finger searchingly. He knows what he's looking for in himself, he's never had the opportunity to try this on someone else.
no subject
Jedao can tell what Fives is trying to do, starts to say, "Yeah, just a little - " and then becomes completely stymied at trying to figure out how to give clear directions, has a sudden absurd mental image of his first drill sergeant yelling out left turns, and all the green idiots getting their left and officer's left all mixed up. He ducks his head in a half-muffed, bubbling laugh, and then moves himself instead, tilts his hips just right so that Fives' fingertip is brushing his prostate.
Pleasure lances through him, pure and defeaning. His head drops back onto the pillow, his spine arches, his toes curl helplessly.
no subject
no subject
His chest is streaked with sweat now, his hair wild where he kept tossing his head, his knees splayed awkwardly in the latest languid collapse. Pre drips down the side of his cock, slick and and almost tickling. His body tries to tell him that Fives could fuck him right now, the way he feels hollowed-out and easy, but Jedao knows better. But he is ready for more.
"Christ on a bike, that's good," he mumbles, sounds almost drunk with it. "Two fingers now, go ahead."
no subject
He just barely has the presence of mind to retrieve the tube from where he'd dropped it on the bed and squeeze some more slick onto his fingers as he slides the first one most of the way out. "So... so fucking perfect," he whispers as he presses two fingers to Jedao's quivering entrance with gentle, steady pressure though this time, instead of watching his them disappear into the grip of Jedao's body, he stretches down to catch Jedao's lips and kiss him with eager, artless hunger.
no subject
Jedao rocks against Fives' fingers, moderating the pace a little, delaying when he needs to, panting against Fives' mouth, accelerating when the coiling hunger in his body overpowers its resistance. He gets a hand against the side of Fives' face, means to guide him a little there, too, but ends up just stroking, just caressing, hypnotized by the edge of his occipital bone, the texture of his skin.
no subject
It's absolutely perfect and completely overwhelming, and Fives can't stop himself from rocking against Jedao's hip, quick, urgent little strokes that leave slick trails of rapidly cooling precome smeared along Jedao's skin. He's starting to worry he isn't going to least even long enough to get his dick in Jedao, let alone long enough to make him come, but even the dread of that particular humiliation creeping into the periphery of his thoughts isn't enough to keep him still.
"Ah... fuck-" He nips at Jedao's bottom lip, then the sharp line of his jaw, shivering at the rasp of stubble against his lips, the slick-hot drag of his cock along Jedao's flank, the sweet grip of Jedao's body at his fingers. "The way... the way you fucking feel."
no subject
"Let me - let me up, I should be on my knees for three, and that should do it -" Fives is big, but he's big all over, and that many fingers will stretch Jedao wonderfully wide; his breath stutters imagining it, and soon, soon - "Fuck, I want you so badly."
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)
(no subject)