"Right now, I feel good. Safe. Warm. I want - to teach myself that it can be like that. Like this. And I think I'm ready to hear it. I want to be able to do this for you without enduring it. And that means trying things. Tying you up worked. And that taught me a little. It's time for the next lesson."

He strokes his hand over Fives' hair.

"Help me learn, love. Help me win."