Fives goes absolutely statue still as Jedao shoves his hand between them, not even breathing as he realizes what Jedao's doing. The urge to rock down against Jedao is almost overwhelming, despite the sticky, cooling mess in his pants, but this is something he's already pushed on, already heard Jedao's no to. He wants so much, though.

He doesn't move or breathe again until Jedao shifts, and then he's trembling slightly. He forcibly puts it from his mind, though, and focuses on Jedao's words.

"I... I want to feel different. I want... I want to not feel this way." For Jedao, yes, but also for himself. He doesn't like feeling like he's denying Jedao something simple that shouldn't be a problem. He doesn't like feeling selfish when Jedao gives him so much. And he really doesn't like the idea of controlling someone he loves when he's spent his entire life under the control of others.