All Fives can think as Jedao collapses against him is that he loves him so much, that he can't imagine losing this... and it's possibly the most terrifying thought he's ever had. He's known every relationship he's ever had, every friend, every lover, every confidante, was limited, finite, something that he would have to be able to lose, and survive, because they're disposable, they're not meant to last. He's never thought in terms of plans for the future, of anything beyond now, or maybe tomorrow.
He almost didn't survive losing Echo, he doesn't know if he could survive losing Jedao, and he doesn't know how to deal with that. So he pushes the thought away, curls big hands into Jedao's hair, and the fabric of his shirt at the small of his back. Holds him close, but almost reverent, and kisses him like there is absolutely nothing in the galaxy past this moment, here and now, and the two of them together in it.
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He almost didn't survive losing Echo, he doesn't know if he could survive losing Jedao, and he doesn't know how to deal with that. So he pushes the thought away, curls big hands into Jedao's hair, and the fabric of his shirt at the small of his back. Holds him close, but almost reverent, and kisses him like there is absolutely nothing in the galaxy past this moment, here and now, and the two of them together in it.