Jedao works very hard to keep it convincing - even, most of the time, for himself, which is the best cover of all.

"I decided to go to his world when I'm free at the end of September. He moved into my cabin in August." When Obi-wan arrived, when Fives didn't trust himself not to give into his conditioning if he were alone. "I've been."

His hands are unprofessionally tense around the teacup. He wishes he were holding a gun. His face is almost paper-white with shame. He doesn't want to have to say this.

"I started letting him kiss me in December. None of this is your problem." No matter how much the steady questions make him feel like he has a handler again, a proper one, Quentin is just a friend. This is Jedao's fault, his transgression, his blindness.